October 1, 2007 I have finished
making a series of ceremonial rattles and wood dippers to be used in
traditional ceremony / prayer. Already two of the rattles have
been claimed, so I undertook to make a few more. It is a rather
involved process that I follow and I thought some one else interested
might like to see how it was done, for interest, or to copy or to do
a better job. If you have found a better /more efficient way
of doing something like this, please let me know. I would appreciate
the comments. I have posted process comments and photos as a "Just
For Fun' item. Click
here to see the page.
Most of the leaves have fallen from the trees. We
have been getting lots of additional rain (not needed) but so far the
temperatures have been moderate. I have most of my winter wood
in place and under cover, and most of the wood needed for winter 2008-2009
split and stacked and under a tarp to season over the coming
year. I have been taking down mature aspen which are showing
signs of dying from the top, indicating the end of their cycle. I
felled one of these large ones and did not notice that a wind
had arisen between the start of the process and the cutting of the
felling wedge. i had a chain and block and tackle securing
the top of the tree to an anchor tree, but just as I added pull to
the system, the rope began to break. By that time the tree was
weakened and it dropped ... the wrong way. One part of the upper
branches caught the edge of my garage roof doing some damage that will
take a few hours to repair. I now have decided to wait for calm
wind and rely only on steel cable and steel chain to assist in felling
trees that are not leaning in the way I need them to fall.
September
24, 2007 another walk in the fall forest
Two birch trees accumulated some debris between their
trunks and a cascade of mushrooms encircled and rose like a set
of magnificent stairs. It nearly makes me believe i in the"Little
People".
A close up of some lichen growing on an old birch tree. The
subtle colours and striking contrasts make this a wonderful abstract.
Puff Ball Mushrooms lay ruptured with their spores spread
o in the winds as a few falling leaves begin the process of becoming
food for next year's generation of mushrooms.
An old birch tree had a series of large bracket fungi
growing out from the trunk. On top of one such bract was a nest
of four puff ball mushrooms as if crouching in fear of the camera lens.
An old Spruce stump hosts a colourful array of plants,
from feather mosses, club mosses, lichens and the rich red and purple
leaves of the bunch berry changing the chemistry and colour of its
leaves to withstand the coming cold.
A stump of a spruce on the Sacred Hoop Trail is hosting
the beginning of its own colony of plants. Here we see the delicate
spread of the feather moss growth and the colourful contrast of lichen
colonies beginning to form around the mother spore areas. The
dark brown and black of moulds provide the contrasting background for
the more brilliant growths.
September 11, 2007
July 05, 2007 It has been a while
since I took time to add a few words here. Spring and Summer
are busy months for all of us, and there did not seem to be any thing
of note to add here in the interim.
I have completed some custom furniture items and done
a bit of turning in the shop and have a custom order waiting for final
instructions. During several rainy days (and we have had lots
of them) I actually did some cleaning in my shop. My shop, unlike
my house, is very cramped and crowded. Those are dangerous environs
for me as I add still more into the corners. Because cleaning
is more difficult in tight areas it gets done less frequently or less
well. Then come those moments when I am most too annoyed by the
accumulated clutter or i think it might be starting to get dangerous
in some manner, and I will do a rather thorough cleaning.
For those who know me that just about becomes a moral
crisis. I have what some call a "depression mentality". No,
not a psychological depression ... the depression of the 1930's in
Saskatchewan where there was great poverty and economic disaster for
much of the population. Although I was not born till after that
time, I was raised in a home where the attitudes of frugality and conservation
were applied in the extreme, and I inherited that attitude. A
tiny piece of wood, a used nail, a tiny bit of paint left in a container,
a small scrap of leather, that broken hacksaw blade, all, and lots
more items, just MIGHT be useful and cannot be thrown out. As
you can imagine, that kind of frugality over a period of time will
lead to a problem of accumulated clutter. But to toss out or
burn those small things seems like a "sin" and imprudent
as there just might be a use for it in the future. I KNOW that
in the future the saved item will be just too small, or have dried
up, or be lost so deeply that I cannot find it anyway when needed,
or some other factor that reaffirms why it was a "waste' item
in the first place. Even into my advancing years I still play
those mental games with myself . And after a long tangent, that
is one reason why cleaning up my shop is often a chore to be avoided
or postponed.
Last autumn I had a small strip created into the hill
beside my house and a load of top soil delivered. When the weather
got better this spring I started hauling the spent grandfather
stones from previous Inipi ceremonies and cemented them into garden
bed rings. I then excavated the hole within
the ring some more and filled the holes with the rich top soil, I
did some test planting this spring to see how things would grow and
with the plan to be diligent in eliminating the weeds from the soil. I
spread gravel between the beds so I could access the vegetables and
herbs even during wet times. The image above shows the project
nearly complete. I was given a few sweetgrass plugs and I planted
them into one bed. They rooted well and are now sending up new
shoots over much of the area of the bed. If they set successfully
here I will use this as the starter bed for the relocation of additional
plugs into the forest area. There are so few naturally occurring
plants that I have not harvested any. With the depletion or destruction
of naturally occurring areas of sweetgrass I consider this as a conservation
effort. I had also taken a few Prairie Sage plants last summer
and brought them here near my house. This spring they have sent
up new shoots and seem to be doing well. I have been told by
one person that plants used for sacred smudges should not be
moved from where they occur naturally. I do not accept that principle
when it applies to sparse or endangered plants. While the Sage
may not be endangered, it is not found in this forest area, not
even along roadsides. I have harvested sage from roadside ditches
further south but have always been concerned about contamination of
the plants or the soil in which they grow; contamination by field
chemicals or road salts and vehicle contamination. I anyone
reading this had another perspective on this issue I would appreciate
hearing from you and understanding your view. I consider other
efforts to restore the bison and wonder how that is different than
an effort to preserve endangered sacred plant species.
Forest trail maintenance work is well under way. Regular
trimming and removal of deadfall trees is being done, and I am
planning some new trail clearing. I have already done some of
that this spring because former trails have been submerged by the high
water. (The pond is easily 8 feet higher than just two years ago.)
May 18, 2007 No comment required:
May 11, 2007
Then May 18, 2007
May 17, 2007 It has been more
than one moon since I made an entry here. It has been a busy
month with spring finally here. I have been working out-of-doors
for the main, and am pleased that my body has responded quite well
to the demands that I put on it.
The water in the pond is very high and has drowned out
a lot more of the trees that skirted the pond, and is also threatening
the larger trees that have been around for at least 60 years. That
means this high water is infrequent. It is still rising daily
with the feed from the hills around. there is no direct run-off
into the pond other than the springs that leak water on a continuing
basis. A road that I was able to drive through last summer is
now under 2 feet of water ( about 61 cm) . I just came
in from gathering willows to renew the Initi (Sweat Lodge), and I needed
chest waders to get to what was my walking path of two years
ago.
I took a bit more than a week to create a new path around
the south end of the pond so I could access the Sacred Hoop Trail with
dry feet. Now some sections of that path are threatened by the
rising water!
During the week of May 7 - 11 I did my annual spring
fast. The weather was good and the bugs had not yet emerged in
any numbers. Bear (actually two of them) has been around and
visited my camp but has not done too much damage. I patched a
few holes that claws made in the tipi door, and his/her night
visits were met by an active challenge by my dog King. When I
returned to my own bed in my house it seemed strange to go to bed without
locating a flashlight and a canister of bear spray near my head where
I could reach them quickly in the night.
For the fast I just refrained from solid foods while
still drinking water, tea and some berry juice. My experience
in previous years has shown me that i am subject to severe kidney distress
if I do not take any liquids for that amount of time. From those
who have never undertaken such a fast I get the reaction that it must
have been difficult. I have not found it so. The hunger
is minimal and once the body adjusts to using stored energy, things
are really quite normal. It was a good time to rest and pray.
I also used this time to renew the Sacred Hoop Trail
by 'feeding the forest" and renewing the prayer flags that mark
the gates and the centre.
Last year I had a local contractor come with a large
backhoe to create a flat strip in the hill beside my house. I
wanted to establish a small outdoor garden. Just before snowfall
I had a load of topsoil delivered. So after my fast I had no
excuse to delay work on that project. The frost had gone out
of the ground and it was no longer muddy. I have been making 6
foot diameter rings of stone and concrete to crete raised beds for
the plants. There is no natural top-soil in this forest, with
just a few inches of loose litter on top of a clay/rock/gravel base. I
have completed four of the circular beds and have run out of gravel. I
will need to wait till the road bans on heavy trucks is of to get some
more gravel delivered. The soil that I am putting into the beds
looks nice and I will see if it is also relatively weed free.
I have been reading some very interesting books and have
been doing some work trying to put on paper a reply to a question ; "Can
you be a Christian and at the same time practice Traditional Native
Religion?" Beyond a simple "yes" reply, it gets
immediately more complex, and I am looking for a simple way to express
a very important set of considerations. I may publish what I
have done so far to this site and reference it here in an effort to
get feedback on what I have composed. It is a good thing for
me to be doing. Even though I have moved carefully to integrate
what I was learning about Traditional Native prayers and ceremonies
with the connections and ways of praying I already have found within
the Judeo-Christian traditions and within my own personal contact with
my Creator, trying to express things on paper is forcing me to move
some of my personal integration to the brain and express it in words. That
is hard to do.
April 15, 2007 It is of interest
to me to note my comment of March 27. From that time till yesterday
we have had a cold return of winter with no melting so snow persists. The
geese are back and defending nesting territory on top of solid ice,
but there are signs that the ice is lifting and may open up if
it stays warm and there is a bit of breeze. During the winter
the ice never became too deep because of the early insulating layer
of snow last fall.
The prolonged cold period may have assisted in the removal
of water and the decreased risk of flooding in this area at least.
Yesterday morning during prayers outside I was joined
by the howl of a wolf. It was not the full pack howl that I recall
from last year, but it was still nice to "hear that wolf is praying
at the same time that I do." I hope I have the same experience
more often now that the weather does encourage me to step outside before
sunrise.
I have been back in the shop for the past week making
two limited series of walnut boxes with birch / padauk insert strips. I
had been saving one particular piece of walnut with rather wild figure
in the grain. It was an area below a large branch and the stress
produced a wild shimmering area. It was a rather large branch
and the board also cross-sectioned that branch to give the oval grain
pattern of the branch. To someone who does not work with wood
or uses it only as basic construction material, what I was excited
about would not stir their hearts or imaginations. In fact, too
many people would have rejected that board and tossed it as defective. Ah,
what a creator can do with "defective" parts. I think
that the Creator of all things does that each and every day, and we
should just trust a bit more in what the "eye of God" sees
in each of us and what is being worked on in our lives that is beyond
our limited perceptions. The stress that we experience in our
lives and which we believe is crushing and destroying us might just
be like the pressure on the wood below that branch and it is producing
a wild and beautiful shimmer in our spirits and souls that we cannot
see while we are still within the tree.
I had better let that one rest there. When
analogies / metaphors are pushed too far they become contrived
and lose their impact.
Here is a glimpse of what I mean. These are clickable
to see larger view.
March 27, 2007 The weather has
changed and the snow is melting and that not only changes the land
but changes the inner spirit too. Our winters are long and the
limitations on activity imposed by snow and cold can wear the human
spirit down over that long stretch.
I have finally finished the table top with what I am
planning to be its final condition. I am sealing the surface
with several layers of varathane and will probably add some polyresin
coating over the actual carved areas to fill in the depressions so
that wiping and cleaning the surface will be a simple task. I
used a wood burning tool and some aniline dye to 'paint behind' the
leaf images, leaving the actual images the natural wood colours. The
result is this: (These are clickable images)
I have also finished a custom order for a tabernacle. It
is finished unless the customer requests additional image carving on
the sides. The woods are Birch from Friendly Forest and American
Black Walnut.
March 3, 2007 It is mid morning
and I just came in from a bit of work on a chilly day. I have
prepared the wood and the rocks for this afternoon's Inipi. Everything
is so deep in the snow that I am really glad that last fall I stored
the rocks inside my greenhouse and stacked some wood and covered it
with old sheets of aspenite. At least they are accessible when
I want them.
I have a funeral service to attend in early afternoon
in the City, and when I return I shall light the fire.
I have received several special prayer requests for this
ceremony and I have a few intentions of my own that I want to bring
to Creator, but most of all, I want the time to be open to what I am
supposed to hear or see and come to understand deep within my being. That
is the special gift of this kind of ancient prayer.
As the reader of this page may have noticed, there is
a page / hits counter at the bottom of some of my site pages. I
see the numbers going up so I know there are visitors to these pages,
but I rarely receive any feedback from those that do take a look. It
would be great if a few visitors did take a moment and let me know
what brought them to the page and whether their visit was useful
to them.
For some reason my bird feeder and the deck was just
covered with swarms of winter birds, greedily feeding on the black
sunflower seeds I have provided. There were three or four species
in large numbers, all feeding at the same time in apparent harmony. In
past years I was aware of very distinct priority feeding rights sorted
by species and by gender as well. The top feeders were the Grey
Jays who were followed in close order by the Blue Jays and the Hairy
Woodpeckers. The Downy Woodpeckers tend to stick to the suet
bag and leave the sunflowers for the others. Then the two species
of Grosbeaks with a close match between the Evening Grosbeaks and the
Pine Grosbeaks. Within the Grosbeaks the mature males are dominant
and are followed by the mature females and the immature males. The
Nuthatches seem to push aside the chickadees and the Red Polls, though
the Red Polls and Chickadees seem to be able to operate together. It
is the Chickadees that remind me when the feeder needs to be restocked,
and when I obey their orders, are the first to announce it to their
fellows and all of the others who are anywhere in the neighbouring
trees.
This year's dominant squirrel has figured out how to
get into the feeder tray, and when he is there all the birds just wait
their turn at the food.
February 28, 2007 I have
done a halt to my work on the table top while I figure out what I will
do for a final finish to the carving project. Here is an image
of the surface as it is now.
February 5, 2007 It is a month
since I last made an entry here. That is a reasonable indication
that not much different has been happening at Friendly Forest. I
have been reading a whole slew of books and watching some DVD's that
I had and had not previously viewed. I also fell victim to a
rotten winter cold / flu that reminded me that I am not very good at
being sick nor am I good to be around when I am sick. I was not
alone in my misery as a lot of other people had the same or similar
affliction over the past while.
I have been doing some carving on my table top, but taking
it agonizingly slow. I find that I cannot do it well under artificial
light and that the natural shadow cast from the window in daylight
gives me the best visibility for the carving. Pushing a
knife into a shadow is NOT a smart thing to do on a project like this. Since
I cannot tilt and twist the table top to get a good angle, I am best
off to wait for the light to be right. That gives me ample excuses
to dawdle over other things. I could really get used to being
retired if I let this continue. I know I will get going soon
now that my health has improved a great deal. With longer daylight
hours my spirits are being lightened as well. Getting an email
from friends enjoying the sun in Mexico makes me thinK (momentarily)
that maybe I am living in the wrong place. Then, just as quickly, I
know that I am in the right place for me, and a long cold winter is
part of the total package.
February 2 was full moon again, and this time the sky
was clear and the moon was in glorious power. As we crawled out
of the Sweat Lodge the full moon was lined up directly to the East
and lined up with the Fire Pit and the mound altar and the entrance
of the Lodge. My exit from that area and back into the house
did not take long. The thermometer was around minus
30 degrees Celsius, and the heat the body had absorbed from the rocks
soon dissipates in those temperatures. It was a good time to
pray, and I thank all whose prayers were joined to mine that day and
evening.
There are times when I contemplate the bounty of gifts
that I have received here and I am overwhelmed with that knowledge. Why
me and why not someone else? So many people are born to this
earth who have not a fraction of the gifts that I have here, and they
are as worthy as I. The best I can figure is that I have been
given the greater challenge to care for and share this greater abundance
of gift from Creator. That is a journey that needs perpetual
clarification and insight, and for that I continue to pray as well.
January 7, 2007 The
Christmas period is officially over with this date, and I presume things
will return to another kind of normal around Friendly Forest. I
have enjoyed good food and good company over these past weeks, but
never did it become a frantic or frenetic time.
January 3 was Full Moon again, and I was able to experience
that time with my special pattern of events. The weather
was incredibly mild for a period of time and there even was a bit of
above freezing temperature. It has turned colder and we have
had some more snow with more predicted. My snow-shoe trek this
afternoon was enjoyable even though I was breaking some new trail
in deep snow. The forest is crisscrossed with deer tracks as
they browse the young branches throughout the forest. They even
are now crossing the pond during the day time. That would suggest
they are relaxing after the early winter hunting season.
I have left my shop closed over this period, though I
have followed up on my plan to carve on the new table top I made. I
have just begun, and though I know (or think I know) what I am
doing, I had a visitor comment that I was wrecking the table by cutting
into its surface. I will proceed with my confidence that I know
what I am doing. It will be a slow process as getting into proper
position to do the detailed carving requires a certain discovery of
new body posture and position.
I have been reading some interesting books as well, and
watching a few videos that I had purchased two years ago and never
got to watch. Hey, if I don't watch it I will be acting as if
I have really retired!
December 16, 2006 A winter storm
is just about blown out ... or at least it seems that way at the moment. I
had to make a delivery this afternoon, and also had to get some groceries
from the city. While there I had been asked to stop by to see
another friend who had come down from the North. He had some
caribou meat for me. I thought it might be a package or two,
but was delighted to receive a good sized tub of fresh meat. This
friend had hunted recently and I was being invited to share in the
good fortune of the hunters. My house guest of the past months
was also able to head back to be with his family for the Christmas
period. He was really looking forward to this return home.
We are nearly at winter solstice, and I, like many Canadians,
am looking forward to the return of Father Wi.
I finally wore out one of my old pair of snow shoes. One
of the rims had cracked some years ago and I had patched it so
it still worked. This time I neglected to re-varnish the webbing,
and one of my feet finally ripped through the weakened web. It
is not worth trying to repair in a good manner, and I have largely
given up the idea of making a pair from scratch. Instead I did
some web searching and then went to purchase a pair of "modern" snow
shoes .. all aluminium and rubber and "nyteck", whatever
that is. They are noisy and do not have the same grip in soft
powder snow as the old fashioned ones, but they are lighter and the
bindings are much better. The romance of the old wooden and gut webbed
shoes is not there, but I don't think I could even find that old style
anywhere today. The old pair that I wore out were about 40 years
old, and had served me very well .
I am finally getting my mind around to the fact that
Christmas is only a week away. I will keep things simple. I
have a good stock of food and with a bit of preparation should be ready
for any guests that might have the time to visit. I purchased
a relatively large poinsettia arrangement and it adds a good
splash of colour. That is about all I plan to do for decorations. Last
year I did nothing and did not miss it at all. A simple glance
out of any of my windows or at my fire in the stove is a much
more beautiful vision than on any card or than what any decorations
could evoke. I cannot improve on what Creator has provided
as a feast for my eyes.
November 24, 2006 Today and tomorrow
I am showing Friendly Forest Products at Prince Albert's Evergreen
Craft and Art Show. I set up this morning with very welcome help
from a friend. My back has been giving me problems for the past
few days and his help in lifting was really a God send for me today.
I also took a photo out of my house window for a new
Home Page image and also captured a Hairy Woodpecker having a meal
at my suet bag hanging on my clothes line.
I am adding new images of recent work into the appropriate
FFPRO Gallery files, having just begun with the "Useful Items
Gallery".
I have been going to way too many funerals lately.
November 13, 2006 It has been
a while since I added a few lines here. I have finally added
product images to Recent Work
Page 4 . That was from photos I took about a month ago, and
I have new work since which needs to be loaded as well. I am
spending more time in the shop getting some items done for Evergreen,
the juried Art show in Prince Albert on November 24, 25.
The biggest (literally) thing I have done is finally
finish a new top for my table. I made it from birch and it measures
11 feet X 39 X 1 3/4 inches. For the time being I have put it
on the trestle base I hade used for the other table. To overcome
the things I was dissatisfied with about the other top, I cut the birch
and laminated strips to reduce the possibility of warping of boards. I
also drilled 1/2 inch diameter holes from the ends of the slab and
inserted a steel rod a few inches from the ends of the full slab
and two rods near the centre of the slab. The steel does not
show as the outside boards cover the ends of the rod. I
have allowed room for wood contraction or expansion so it should slide
over the rods while the rods keep the wood from warping. At least
that is my plan. I had first planned to insert wooden splines,
using a hard wood such as African Wenge, but then determined that the
single drilled hole would be less of a compromise of the integrity
of the boards and would provide proportionally greater strength, especially
as a rod is less prone to bending than a flat piece of equal
volume. The rod is a tight fit in the hole, and I hope it is
not too tight. I did not want play room as it would have partially
defeated the stiffening purpose of the rod.
The top is very heavy and I do not have commercial machines
to handle it. Consequently I made it in two long pieces which
I drum-sanded in the shop, and then carried to the house where they
were assembled along the centre. I had help lifting the slabs and
repositioning them for the multiple passes through the sander. Even
then they were very heavy and difficult to manage. The whole
top easily weighs about 200 - 250 pounds!
I have used a polyurethane to seal the underside but
used a varathane for the top to keep the natural colour of the wood. With
a fair amount of heartwood in the slab the oil-based polyurethane would
have made it too dark for my liking. As the winter progresses
I plan to do low relief carving on much of the table surface and then
coat the carved areas with a poly resin to make it smoother and easier
to wipe and keep clean. It will still require a lot of work,
but the basic piece is finished and I am delighted with how it looks. The
table will now more easily seat the 12 or 14 guests that I often have
for special feast meals at Friendly Forest.
I am making some boxes using Congalo Alves and Pauo Ferro
woods. The tiger wood pieces are really varied in appearance,
but all have the oil / wax content that makes gluing tricky. I
have used a polyurethane glue rather than traditional wood glues. In
the past, even after wiping the wood with alcohol just before gluing,
some joins were weak and even came apart after a period of time. There
is a lot of careful finishing work yet to be done, but they should
be very attractive.
Winter is definitely here, and I will change the home
page image with a more suitable seasonal image.
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